13 September 2007

Chapter 2

When people see some things as beautiful,
other things become ugly.
When people see some things as good,
other things become bad.


As soon as beauty is defined, so is ugliness. As soon as goodness is defined, so is badness. I found it interesting that Dr. Levenson added another level in his own response to this segment. His version was that the problem with any ideal is that things tend to fall short of ideals, and this can drive a person to anger or despair. To me this is almost missing the point, as it just adds more layers of judgment, most obviously the judgment that anger and despair are bad.

Being and non-being create each other.
Difficult and easy support each other.
Long and short define each other.
High and low depend on each other.
Before and after follow each other.


It's possible to take these verses to indicate an extreme form of relativism, but I see it more as recognizing the dependencies. You can't have an idea of difficult without having an idea of easy. If you know what high means, then not-high becomes low. But the labels are not the thing itself. Once something is labeled, it becomes difficult to lose the label and just see the thing. If you look at a car and think "car," are you really seeing the car, or are you seeing an idea of the car? You see that the car is silver, but are you experiencing the way the light shimmers at you so that you can see the silver? Words get in the way. They separate us from our experiences. They have their uses, of course, but sometimes we have to go beyond the words.


Therefore the Master
acts without doing anything
and teaches without saying anything.
Things arise and she lets them come;
things disappear and she lets them go.
She has but doesn't possess,
acts but doesn't expect.
When her work is done, she forgets it.
That is why it lasts forever.


'Acting without doing' is a big part of taiji. When you do the form right, you are completely in the moment, experiencing each nuance, aware of each motion, and because you are completely in that moment, it is not stored in the memory. There is nothing to store. I've had this for brief sections of the form (and the trick is telling whether it's really that kind of awareness or more mundane, everyday distraction). Cheng Manch'ing said that he had done the form perfectly three times in his life. Three times, all the way through with awareness. And he's the founder!

Living life without expectation is an interesting exercise. We all expect things. We expect that the sun will come up in the morning. We expect that the house will still be there when we wake up. We expect that the coffee cup will stay on the table after we set it down. We expect to find solid ground when we take a step. But as soon as you expect something, you've invested in that eventuality. The ground gives way, and you get angry, because it was
supposed to be solid. The coffee cup falls and breaks, but it was supposed to stay on the table. Why? Because that's what was expected. True awareness is without expectation. It's open to whatever comes, and ready for whatever comes, and then ready for the next thing that comes.

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